Saturday, April 20, 2013

Friend

This poem is written by Mrs. Delia Ballinan.

Friends are gems rare to find
Once you find one, treasure the bond
Share the joys, they are there to stand
In sorrows, they are shoulders one can cry on.

Respect and reverence strengthen the ties
Be true to friendship no matter what the prize
In failures, loyalty is not left behind
In difference forgiveness unites.

Integrity means honesty developed in a perfect state
Follow counsel for enlightenment and peace of mind
Disprove iniquity that misleads a friends mind
Bestow guidance, time and open arms.

Enduring relationships is brought about
By opening and sincerity of heart
Always say the truth and you will find
That friendship is readily at hand

Nurture friendship with good deeds and love
Speak softly and deem not be harsh
Little thought of appreciation for things well done
And gratitude be extended greatly to a friend’s helping hand

Distance nor time doesn’t separate
A friendship which is tightly engaged
Though far or near the thought is there
Because friendship endures no matter what’s the way

Sacrifice is the highest form of love
Love, respect, understanding all in one
Follow God’s path for it is the way
To a never ending friendship ‘till the end of day.

What is LOVE??

Love, one of the most 'heavy' words ever invented in the history of mankind. Love is where you take your time, love is where you keep someone special, love is where you do stupid and funny things together, love is everything that makes you happy. Love is a very complex word, it can be shared, it can be kept, it can be treasured.


Where to find love? Ah, that is a hard question. Well, I think love comes at the most unexpected place. Mine? It came from the speech laboratory of my university. She was sitting at the back, and as I looked at the back, their she was, the woman who I will love till the end of time. I love her black hair, her glasses, her eyes and especially her smile. Years later, she is now my girlfriend. Nothing could have made me happier!


She is one of the most special person I've ever met, she can make me smile in many ways. But, like other couples, we still have fights (which is very natural for couples), we had our ups and downs but we end up understanding each other and not letting the fight get over our head.


I promise her that I will always be with her and to always love her. She is the only woman who I will ever love (my mom and sis are an exception hehe) their will be nobody who will stand in my way from loving her. I will always fight for her.

I would just like to say:

"Babe, you are my only one, I love you till eternity babe. I love you so much!"


So lastly, what is love? For me love is who is always by my side to share everything with me. I love so much babe!


Lifestyle choice (Dislike edition)

Firstly, why did you click here? Is it because you're curious that if your attitude is unlikable (for me anyways)? Well, you're about to find out. It's been a while since I last wrote so please bare with me.

Number 1:
"Don't meddle with my life unless you are really close to me and you know what's inside my head.”
-          You don't have a right to meddle with me unless if you are really, REALLY close to me (i.e. family, relatives, and girlfriend) because I am wide awake and I know what I'm doing. In other words, what I'm doing is MY CHOICE. It's how I want to live my life. If you have a problem on how I live my life, well I have two words for you, F*CK OFF!

Number 2:
“Don’t make judgments unless you know everything.”
-          I hate people who make early judgments. In comparison to movies, it’s when you make early judgment even though you haven’t seen the full length film. People who make this type of judgment is in my opinion very nibble minded because they will only react on the “cover” of the person and they will not react on that person’s “content”. You have to see what’s underneath before reacting. These types of people are the ones who are truly blind.

Number 3:
“My last for now is this, people who assume that they know everything is one big failure of an attitude”
-          If this occurs to you, then it’s positive, you are one big assh*le. I have an advice for you, SHUT THE F*CK UP AND GET THE F*CK OUT!!!!!

To sum up this short article, if you ever get hurt by this, well I say to you that you probably deserve it. Why? Because you’re a douche, some special kind of jerk and a special type of a complete f*ck-up. I also wanna add and I wish I could say this in front of you, “F*ck you limey f*ck, change your f*ckin attitude. Check yourself before you wreck yourself because one of these days you’ll probably end up in a deep sh*t, no one will help you (and I somehow hope it happens).”

They don’t understand that THIS is a lifestyle choice.

Last Days

His name is Steve Martinez, a middle aged businessman; he’s a type of person who has everything, and nothing. He is an owner of a very successful telephone company. Despite his success he feels all alone in this world.

He left his family at a very young age because he feels that a perfect person like him would never fit with the lifestyle of his family. This event crushed the heart of his family, especially her sister. Now, he is the face of the phone companies, without his knowledge these phone companies will never be built.

One day, after a very successful business meeting, he heads home. As he was changing to his sleeping clothes he suddenly felt dizzy and he fell. The next morning he was found by his maid. “Sir! Sir! Are you okay?” she asked. He slowly opened his eyes then he speaks “What happened?”, “I found you lying down on the floor, sir” “I think we should get you to the hospital” the maid asked, worried. “Yeah, thanks for the suggestion, I’ll go later.” He replied.Later that afternoon, he went to the nearest hospital. The doctor took some blood samples to examine what happened to him. Then the doctor said to come back after two days.

Two days has gone by, he came back to the hospital, he was afraid of the result of the test. As he was waiting, his sweat is slowly dripping down his cheeks. The doctor finally talked to him. “I’m sorry Mr. Martinez, we got the results from your blood count, and it’s not what we hoped for. Your CBC was abnormal and your white blood cells were six times its size, your hemoglobin is very low.” “Wh-What are you talking about? Can you speak in plain English?” He replied shaking. The doctor said “You have a VERY serious disease, it’s called AML, it’s some form of leukemia and based on the results I honestly say that you have roughly 10 days to live, if you’re lucky you might end up living in one month or two.”. Steve bursts into tears as the doctor started to pat his back and suggests that he should spend his last days with his loved ones. He thought of his family.

Hours later, as he was driving home he stopped by the sideway and blankly stares at the stars. He felt the weight of the world in his shoulders. He also felt that his life has no more use and he just want to die as soon as possible. But before he will commit suicide he’d like to speak to his family one last time.

The next morning he called the phone number of her sister, she answered the phone but as soon as she heard his voice she hangs up the phone. Steve was left broken hearted but he accepted it. He thought he’d just left her a voice mail, “Hey sis, how are you? It’s been a long time, how’s mom and dad? I hope they’re fine, I miss you guys. I just wanna say that I’m sorry for everything that I did, especially to you, so I’m sorry. This might be the last time that I’ll talk to you, so bye, take care. Love you guys.”

The sister felt horrified of what she did to him through the phone, so she went to his house. Moments later Steve is at the rooftop of his four storey house, he’s ready to jump. The maids were looking above and shouting “Please! Don’t do it sir!”. He acted like he didn’t hear a thing and he just drank the scotch down. Then a car rolled over, door opens, it was his sister. The maids told her where Steve is.

She hurriedly went to the roof, as Steve was about to jump, but she was able to catch him, then he hugged him and she whispered into his ears “I forgive you, whatever your facing right now, I’ll help you through it, I love you. Don’t do this, if you think you’re weak, you’re not, you’re stronger than you think.” He hugged her, they cried.

After that, they had a lengthy conversation regarding his problems, and then her sister suggests that he should talk to their parents. He agreed with her. The next day they went to her house because their parents live with her.

As Steve entered the door, his father saw him once again and he said, “Steve, is- is that you?” “Yes pop, it’s me little Stevie.” They ran towards each other, and they hugged ever so gently and tightly, Steve speaks “I’m really sorry pop! I’m sorry for everything!” “It’s okay son! I forgave you a long time ago, I’m just glad I saw your face once again!” the father replied. The mother saw them, she got shocked then she ran towards them and hugged them like there was o tomorrow.

After their dramatic reconciliation, they held a conversation. “SO what are you going to do now? You only have little time left.” The father asked. Steve replied, “What I should’ve done a long time ago. I will spend a lot of time with you guys and I’m gonna help the needy.” He felt very uplifted when he said this.

He didn’t die in an exact 10 days, he was able to live one whole month, and that one month was the best month of his life. He felt very contented with his life. He died smiling.

Revived song

Through hard work,I managed to find an old lyrics from our 4th year high-school class, the subject was mathematics.

So here's the lyrics and just follow the tune of Tonight by FM Static. Enjoy :)

I remember sine, cosine and tangent
Integers, we had a million questions
All about our angles
And when we got to theorems, postulates, proving
I wish Sir Rosini's here...

Our guide.
I remember median, mode and mean and
That's not all
And we still need to listen
Answer exercises
Never thought that Math is fun
And now I love it so much.


Chorus:
Tonight I'm solving for the value of X
With calculator and pen
To help me find it out
And every night I study

Just to answer right
Know how to find the value, the value, the value

Tonight.


I remember combining like terms
And conic sections
And all those formulas that made
Me sleep late at night
I remember algebraic expressions
And the signs we had used
All the times we get scratch papers

And review for the quiz.


I remember the time our teacher told us
About equations
And how not to give up
Even if everyone else does
When it hurts my head sometimes
Oh mathematics....


(Chorus 2x)


There you have it, I hope that you enjoyed it!! This song was composed by my former classmate Ms. Joyce Ann Bughaw.



Free-verse (Problems)

I’m suffering in a ties that bind,
It’s so constricting, makes my mind go wild.
Problems come fast,
But it will never last.

I nearly gave up, but I found a way,
I looked for God, and then I pray.
Giving up is weak, and I’m not broken,
I have God who helped me mend.

Yes, problems do come fast,
But it can be done in a dash.
I thank God for being with me,
Without him, it incompletes me.

Haiku (The Girl)

Acrostic of my name

Z-ealous I am, yet
Y-earning for appreciation
R- Esilient in problems
U- Nder any circumstances and your
S- Houlder to cry on

V-ulnerable in some ways,
I- Ntriguing in many ways
R- Oaring personality
A- Wesome and
Y- Our one true friend

Concrete (My Mind)


                 ”My mind”

         I don’t know what to write,
     so I will write what’s on my mind.
  I’m writing a concrete poem and it
  drives me crazy, but this is a way so I
   will not get lazy. I went to a party and
  I met this girl, in a while my mind just go
   into a whirl. Ever since, she’s always in
    my head, until I sleep in my very cozy
        bed. Right from the start, she’d put
            an arrow through my heart. Her
              eyes and her lips shine, like a
                  new U.S.A. dime. She’s
                               irresistible and
                                 unforgettable.
                                  She is per-
                                    fe-
                                     ct.


Waiting

As I write this entry, it's already half-past 10pm. Today was very tiring, even though I didn't do much today, the thing s that helped me get tired is the heat. I can already sense that summer is one it's way to punish me haha. So, today I got the chance to get home early, and it's not because I'm feeling lazy (well, maybe a little), it's because I have this headache and I have to finish my report on Creative Writing which is "How to write a movie script/ screenplay" I gotta say that I'm really excited in reporting this one because I really love movies. Speaking of movies, I finally finished watching this awesome movie called "The Fall" (which I mentioned in my last post) and I have to say, I am very impressed of Tarsem Singh's work, this has got to be one of my favorite movies and he's now one of my favorite directors. (If you're still interested in seeing this one here's the trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Saeavj0b37Y and here's the poster:http://www.filmofilia.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/04/fall-poster.jpg)

Moving on, I'm now finished with my report, I finished at around 6pm and now I'm waiting for someone on Facebook. I've been online for at least five hours just waiting for her, I miss talking to her, now I'm feeling kinda tired and she's still not online, maybe I'll be able to talk to her tomorrow? Well, I hope so. I gotta admit, she's one of the most awesome person I've ever met. Haha! Cheezy!!

On the other note, I'm planning on making a sequel to my short story called "Atlantis". But i'm still taking down notes on what the story line will be and if I'm gonna make one, I might post it a little late 'cause I still have a few more pending works haha! So that's it for today, Zk signing off. Peace!

What's up with today??

Today, it's valentines day. Honestly I really don't feel the spirit of valentines today even though couples are scattered everywhere. Maybe because I'm a little bitter 'cause I've been single now for 3 years (ouch!!). Moving on, despite of the bitterness that I'm feeling right now, this day turned out to be quite good. My professor in our rizal subject gave us a day-break 'cause it's valentines (I think that is a suckish reason for giving us a free period but still thanks for the time sir!! Haha!!). What else did I do today? Uhmmm I answered two quizzes and I think I'm gonna fail on the other quiz haha, but still my hopes are up that I'll still pass. I'd be very happy even if I get a 3.0 (75%). Then, in my house, I got to watch a film and it's called "The Fall", even though I didn't had the chance to finish it (my dvd was lagging urgghhh!!!!) I must say that it's one of the best movies I've seen, it's beautiful every shot is like a work of art. If you're interested in seeing it, here's the trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FqZEDY_rV0 I really think that it's a must watch. After watching the film that I didn't finish, I read a book that is very intriguing, it's called "Bullets of rain", I still have no idea what's it about so I'm really going to finish it. After a while, I surfed the net, then I found one of the most hilarious stand-up comedy EVER, here's the link and I tell you, WATCH IT!! Alex Calleja is a genius!!:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOnRXqiaADY&feature=related. Also, I got to talk to a special person today, hehe. So that's what happened in my life today, it may not be one of the best days ever but it isn't one of the worst. Zk signing off. Peace.

ATLANTIS


My name is Nathan Drake and this is my story.

I was a loving husband and a very loving father. My family was everything to me, each day that I wake up; they are the first thing that comes into my mind. My wife is Tina Drake; I gotta say that she is the best woman that I’ve ever been with. My son is Nicholas Drake and he’s 8 years old; I love him with all my heart. Every night, when he’s going to sleep he’d always ask me to tuck him in and to tell him a ghost story; his favorite one is “The Flying Dutchman”.

It was October 15, 2015; it was my son’s birthday I got him his most favored goldfish with an aquarium of his choice. He’d just stare at the fish for hours, and that completed me.

Now, my job is an account service representative and I’m going to be a manager only in a few more months. I really like my job if it wasn’t for my jealous co-worker. He is doing everything so that I could get fired; he was so obsessed to get my position. One night, all of us workers got to a bar to grab some beer. I was so drunk, but still I drove my car little to my knowledge, I accidentally slept then my worst fear happened, my car crashed, and an accident happens. I crashed against two people, I didn’t know whether they lived or die but I’m pretty sure that they died. I was so afraid I ran out of my car, yes, it was a very coward move, but there’s nothing I could do, fear got a hold of me like a cancer. Then I got home, adrenaline was flowing all over my body I didn’t know what else I’d do then I heard the most terrifying sound ever. Sirens.

I looked out the window, then I saw the boys in blue, I almost fainted, but then I saw my obsessed co-worker looking at me, smiling maniacally. I just froze, and then I saw my wife and child crying, my wife despises me of what I did. My world just crushed I just gave myself up to the police.

November 1, 2015, my time has come, my punishment was death penalty. Now, you must be wondering on why the punishment was so heavy? It’s because the two people that I bumped with my car were the District Attorney’s nephew and daughter. Then the D.A. pulled some strings so I could get this penalty. I’m really glad that I got the death penalty because I’m now ashamed of my life; I have no more reason to live. Then, the lights went out, I got knocked out.

I woke up to a very bright light with people-like creatures surrounding me and I was wearing a glass helmet I didn’t know why. After a while my vision got clear it was people with gills, and scale like skin and hair. I got shocked and I was very afraid, I got out of the bed. I ran and ran then I saw a window, I was astounded of what I saw, I thought it was just an illusion. I walked towards it to look clearly; I saw sea creatures, one’s that only existed in myths. I scrubbed my eyes to make sure, but it was crystal clear I saw sea creatures then I fainted. Again.

Hours later, I woke up, one big man was looking at me then he talked to me. The only thing that I ever understood of what he said was “be calm”. I followed what he said, and then he introduced himself, his name was Neptune, god of the sea. I was struck in awe when he said this. I was like “What did I do to have the chance to talk to the god of sea?”

Days later I was still here in this mystical place. I asked permission if I could go to King Neptune’s lair and he granted it. When I was entering his lair, my jaw was practically on the floor because of all the awesome pieces. Then I heard a loud voice, it was him. I asked him where am I, then he answered, an answer that was very unbelievable, he said “you are in Atlantis.” I laughed because I thought he was joking but then his face was serious, dead serious. From then on I knew; I am now living in the lost city.

After a few days, I asked a guard if I could go outside and if he could come with me, he obliged. If the city was amazing, I don’t know how I’ll explain the beauty the outside part of the Atlantis. I looked back then I saw the structure of the lost city, it’s in the shape of an aquarium, I remembered my son, I burst into tears. Following the events of me bursting into tears I asked if I could go to the surface, at first the guard hesitated but later on he felt pity, and then he was willing to help me. He gave me a pill that will give me a different facial structure so that the police won’t recognize me; I need this because I am now an escaped convict. I swallowed the pill then it turned me to a very ugly person.

Later on, I got to my old house; I saw my wife and my kid. This brought me the first smile I ever did since I got to Atlantis, I was so happy seeing them even though I know that I can’t be with them anymore. Then I felt a rumble on my face, it was getting wiggly and wavy, I saw my reflection on a car, the effect of the pill was being worn out. I hurriedly ran to the sea and I saw the guard waiting for me, he gave me my glass helmet then we went back to Atlantis.

It was Sunday morning; actually I’m not really sure because I don’t know the day and date ever since I woke up. While I was sitting and enjoying the view outside, King Neptune called me, and I did so because he’s a god and I’m only human. We had a very serious talk, he asked me if I could be one of them I was speechless because what right do I have to become one of their species? I’m only a petty criminal. He was shock by my answer and he just asked me to leave, but before I walked out of his door, he asked if I could at least think of the proposal that he gave me before declining it and I said “Yes, I will. I will thoroughly think about it.”

It took a very long time before I could make a decision, so I went to his lair and I had an honest and very thought out answer to his proposal. My answer was “Yes, I’ll be one of you”. My answer brought a smile to his face then I remembered the smile that my son gave to me when I gave him his most favored goldfish and an aquarium of his choice, then I knew, I was very satisfied with my answer. Waiting for hours the procedure will now begin, this was the most painful thing that I’ve ever felt. Few hours passed by, they said the procedure was successful but because I was a human I only got 50% of their gene, but I can still do everything that they can do but only weaker.

Giving me a few days to rest, King Neptune called me again and I obliged, we talked on why he gave me their abilities. He said that I would be the guardian of the city, I will protect the just and the unjust then I said that I killed two people and just ran for it. He replied quickly “This is a chance of giving you a new life.” I finally understood, and then he said that I need to change my name. I picked a name that is close to my surname because my surname reminds me of my family. Now my name is Dracos.

Living a vigilante life was one of the best things I’ve ever felt because I get to protect the innocent and I got the chance to get revenge to my obsessed former co-worker. Then one night, I decided to visit my old home, I saw my wife and my kid eating dinner, they seem to be so happy, then I saw something that enraged me. My wife got a new husband. Filled with anger and jealousy I went to the highest mountain that is near in our city, and I screamed with all my might. The clouds are thundering with anger, after a while it started to rain.

As the rain was still pouring, I’m still protecting my beloved city despite the pain that I’m feeling because this is now my destiny. As I was jumping over the rooftops I saw a woman getting mugged in a dark alley, then I got closer, it was not only mugging, it was also attempted rape. The night is very generous to me; I could punish a scumbag that roams my city. After the thug received some beat-down, I saw the lady’s face; I thought I saw a ghost. It was the D.A’s the daughter. I decided to talk to her and told her that the guy who hit her with the car is very sorry. She didn’t say a word, she just walked away, and then she looked back and said “I forgive him….” I smiled and shed a tear.

After a few days, the rain was still not stopping. I finally got tired and I decided to go to the hilltop to get some rest. This is where me and my wife first met, to my surprise they were also there, wearing black clothes. Then she stopped at a big tombstone and something was encrypted “R.I.P. Nathan Drake 1985-2015 ‘Loving Husband and Father’” then she left a bouquet of flower. This vanquished my anger and then the rain finally stopped; the sun showed up and touched the surface of my city again.

While they were going home an earthquake occurred, probably one of the strongest that happened to my city, it lasted for about five minutes. Later on, a landslide occurred and it’s going to hit my family, I hurriedly go to their spot and I stopped the landslide with all my strength, fortunately, I was able to save them. Then my wife stepped out of the car, looking right in my eyes, I don’t know what I was going to do, so I did the simples thing I could ever think of, I removed my domino mask and I showed them my face. My wife didn’t hesitate that I was somebody else, she just bursts into joyful tears then she ran and hug me, I also did the same, then I kissed my son like I’ve never kissed him before, this was the best moment of my life, but this would only last for a day so I tried to make the most of it. I explained to her my situation and she fully understands, then we bid ourselves goodbye and we gave each other the warmest kiss ever. She is still the love of my life.

Now, you must be wondering what happened to my case? Well one thing’s for sure my case got dropped after my “disappearance”, and from time to time, I’m still looking out for my family. Her new husband was a good guy but if he laid one finger at my family, I will destroy him. Then King Neptune, made me his right hand man, we ruled the sea properly and efficiently. As I write this entry, I am looking at an aquarium very similar to my son’s and this served as my inspiration. Now, my city screams, and she needs me.