Monday, December 16, 2013

A birthday message to a very special girl...

I published this entry at midnight of December 17, 2013 because I want this to be one of the first moments of your 21st birthday. So without further ado, I'd like to greet you a happy happy birthday babe! I hope na on this day you'd enjoy it at the fullest extent.



Now, onto my short but heartfelt message........


I have spent almost three years of my life with you and there's not one second that I regret from it. You are one of the most hardworking, most special, most beautiful and most talented persons I've ever met in life, to make it short and precise, you are indeed one of the best persons I've ever met and one of the best persons in my life. 



Don't ever try to bring yourself down because I know to myself that you can do better than that and I know this because you are a hardworker (like I said) and you don't give up easily. Remember if there's a will, there's a way. 

I am far from the perfect boyfriend or even an ideal one but of there is one thing that I'm sure of, and that is I love you with all my heart. I can never get tired of you despite our fights and misunderstandings, I'm just happy and glad that you are a part of my life and I am enthused to know that you are by my side and likewise I will always be at your side at all times. Upto this day, I still can't believe that we're together and I'm very happy about that, I'm lucky to have you in my life, you filled the void that is missing in me. Thank you for this wonderful journey that I've been spending with you, every second of every minute is simply worth it. You are one of the reasons that made my life much more interesting and thrilling than it already was. 

Looking at your eyes is one of the most peaceful and calming moments in my life.
I would only wish that you would enjoy this day that is solely entitled to you, happy happy happy birthday mahal. I love you very very much! :* :* :*



No matter how many Birthdays come and go, you will always be my babe. Happy Birthday!! I LOVE YOU!


Thursday, May 16, 2013

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!

This is a simple gift that I want to give you, but what the heck this ain't gonna hurt. :)

Time flies, it's like one day we were just taking a summer class together and now we already spent two years of our life together. Through those days I can admit that it is indeed one of the best I've had, it was full of joy, romance (wehhh) and of course the company that you gave to me.


We already shared a lot of things, we watched movies together (mostly because of me), you made me your living trial for makeups and I'm not afraid to admit that I also did the same thing with you. We even took photographs that became a contest on who made the better shot (but even up to now, I think my shot is still better haha, oh and the score is 5-3, you're the one who leads :|). Each moment that I spend with you, I treasure it, it basically get's locked up in treasure chest full of wonderful memories inside my brain (kinda weird).

You already know a lot about me and I know a lot about you too and honestly I like what I see about you and it is one of the reason why I love you so much. Every day is still open for some new discoveries about each other and both of us should not stop on discovering more about each other so that we'll be able to understand more about each other. Every little time that we spend with each other, I just wish that it won't end and hope that time would just stop.



In every relationship you can't avoid fights, but in my opinion this is what builds a relationship, this is where it gets tested through time and I'm glad to say that we were able to overcome our problems, we were able to talk it through and just forgive each other. There is no perfect relationship but what makes a relationship worth having is spending it with the person you care for the most.


Now, we both know that we still don't know if we're going to last (but I really hope that we do) because events are unprecedented but there is one thing that I have to say and that is I enjoy what we have, I enjoy each time I spend with you and I cherish each moment that pass by. Sometimes I still don't believe it and I just look at your face and tell my self that I will always take care of you and to promise you to always love you.


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MAHAL KONG BABE, I LAB YU SO MATS!!! 

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Friend

This poem is written by Mrs. Delia Ballinan.

Friends are gems rare to find
Once you find one, treasure the bond
Share the joys, they are there to stand
In sorrows, they are shoulders one can cry on.

Respect and reverence strengthen the ties
Be true to friendship no matter what the prize
In failures, loyalty is not left behind
In difference forgiveness unites.

Integrity means honesty developed in a perfect state
Follow counsel for enlightenment and peace of mind
Disprove iniquity that misleads a friends mind
Bestow guidance, time and open arms.

Enduring relationships is brought about
By opening and sincerity of heart
Always say the truth and you will find
That friendship is readily at hand

Nurture friendship with good deeds and love
Speak softly and deem not be harsh
Little thought of appreciation for things well done
And gratitude be extended greatly to a friend’s helping hand

Distance nor time doesn’t separate
A friendship which is tightly engaged
Though far or near the thought is there
Because friendship endures no matter what’s the way

Sacrifice is the highest form of love
Love, respect, understanding all in one
Follow God’s path for it is the way
To a never ending friendship ‘till the end of day.

What is LOVE??

Love, one of the most 'heavy' words ever invented in the history of mankind. Love is where you take your time, love is where you keep someone special, love is where you do stupid and funny things together, love is everything that makes you happy. Love is a very complex word, it can be shared, it can be kept, it can be treasured.


Where to find love? Ah, that is a hard question. Well, I think love comes at the most unexpected place. Mine? It came from the speech laboratory of my university. She was sitting at the back, and as I looked at the back, their she was, the woman who I will love till the end of time. I love her black hair, her glasses, her eyes and especially her smile. Years later, she is now my girlfriend. Nothing could have made me happier!


She is one of the most special person I've ever met, she can make me smile in many ways. But, like other couples, we still have fights (which is very natural for couples), we had our ups and downs but we end up understanding each other and not letting the fight get over our head.


I promise her that I will always be with her and to always love her. She is the only woman who I will ever love (my mom and sis are an exception hehe) their will be nobody who will stand in my way from loving her. I will always fight for her.

I would just like to say:

"Babe, you are my only one, I love you till eternity babe. I love you so much!"


So lastly, what is love? For me love is who is always by my side to share everything with me. I love so much babe!


Lifestyle choice (Dislike edition)

Firstly, why did you click here? Is it because you're curious that if your attitude is unlikable (for me anyways)? Well, you're about to find out. It's been a while since I last wrote so please bare with me.

Number 1:
"Don't meddle with my life unless you are really close to me and you know what's inside my head.”
-          You don't have a right to meddle with me unless if you are really, REALLY close to me (i.e. family, relatives, and girlfriend) because I am wide awake and I know what I'm doing. In other words, what I'm doing is MY CHOICE. It's how I want to live my life. If you have a problem on how I live my life, well I have two words for you, F*CK OFF!

Number 2:
“Don’t make judgments unless you know everything.”
-          I hate people who make early judgments. In comparison to movies, it’s when you make early judgment even though you haven’t seen the full length film. People who make this type of judgment is in my opinion very nibble minded because they will only react on the “cover” of the person and they will not react on that person’s “content”. You have to see what’s underneath before reacting. These types of people are the ones who are truly blind.

Number 3:
“My last for now is this, people who assume that they know everything is one big failure of an attitude”
-          If this occurs to you, then it’s positive, you are one big assh*le. I have an advice for you, SHUT THE F*CK UP AND GET THE F*CK OUT!!!!!

To sum up this short article, if you ever get hurt by this, well I say to you that you probably deserve it. Why? Because you’re a douche, some special kind of jerk and a special type of a complete f*ck-up. I also wanna add and I wish I could say this in front of you, “F*ck you limey f*ck, change your f*ckin attitude. Check yourself before you wreck yourself because one of these days you’ll probably end up in a deep sh*t, no one will help you (and I somehow hope it happens).”

They don’t understand that THIS is a lifestyle choice.

Last Days

His name is Steve Martinez, a middle aged businessman; he’s a type of person who has everything, and nothing. He is an owner of a very successful telephone company. Despite his success he feels all alone in this world.

He left his family at a very young age because he feels that a perfect person like him would never fit with the lifestyle of his family. This event crushed the heart of his family, especially her sister. Now, he is the face of the phone companies, without his knowledge these phone companies will never be built.

One day, after a very successful business meeting, he heads home. As he was changing to his sleeping clothes he suddenly felt dizzy and he fell. The next morning he was found by his maid. “Sir! Sir! Are you okay?” she asked. He slowly opened his eyes then he speaks “What happened?”, “I found you lying down on the floor, sir” “I think we should get you to the hospital” the maid asked, worried. “Yeah, thanks for the suggestion, I’ll go later.” He replied.Later that afternoon, he went to the nearest hospital. The doctor took some blood samples to examine what happened to him. Then the doctor said to come back after two days.

Two days has gone by, he came back to the hospital, he was afraid of the result of the test. As he was waiting, his sweat is slowly dripping down his cheeks. The doctor finally talked to him. “I’m sorry Mr. Martinez, we got the results from your blood count, and it’s not what we hoped for. Your CBC was abnormal and your white blood cells were six times its size, your hemoglobin is very low.” “Wh-What are you talking about? Can you speak in plain English?” He replied shaking. The doctor said “You have a VERY serious disease, it’s called AML, it’s some form of leukemia and based on the results I honestly say that you have roughly 10 days to live, if you’re lucky you might end up living in one month or two.”. Steve bursts into tears as the doctor started to pat his back and suggests that he should spend his last days with his loved ones. He thought of his family.

Hours later, as he was driving home he stopped by the sideway and blankly stares at the stars. He felt the weight of the world in his shoulders. He also felt that his life has no more use and he just want to die as soon as possible. But before he will commit suicide he’d like to speak to his family one last time.

The next morning he called the phone number of her sister, she answered the phone but as soon as she heard his voice she hangs up the phone. Steve was left broken hearted but he accepted it. He thought he’d just left her a voice mail, “Hey sis, how are you? It’s been a long time, how’s mom and dad? I hope they’re fine, I miss you guys. I just wanna say that I’m sorry for everything that I did, especially to you, so I’m sorry. This might be the last time that I’ll talk to you, so bye, take care. Love you guys.”

The sister felt horrified of what she did to him through the phone, so she went to his house. Moments later Steve is at the rooftop of his four storey house, he’s ready to jump. The maids were looking above and shouting “Please! Don’t do it sir!”. He acted like he didn’t hear a thing and he just drank the scotch down. Then a car rolled over, door opens, it was his sister. The maids told her where Steve is.

She hurriedly went to the roof, as Steve was about to jump, but she was able to catch him, then he hugged him and she whispered into his ears “I forgive you, whatever your facing right now, I’ll help you through it, I love you. Don’t do this, if you think you’re weak, you’re not, you’re stronger than you think.” He hugged her, they cried.

After that, they had a lengthy conversation regarding his problems, and then her sister suggests that he should talk to their parents. He agreed with her. The next day they went to her house because their parents live with her.

As Steve entered the door, his father saw him once again and he said, “Steve, is- is that you?” “Yes pop, it’s me little Stevie.” They ran towards each other, and they hugged ever so gently and tightly, Steve speaks “I’m really sorry pop! I’m sorry for everything!” “It’s okay son! I forgave you a long time ago, I’m just glad I saw your face once again!” the father replied. The mother saw them, she got shocked then she ran towards them and hugged them like there was o tomorrow.

After their dramatic reconciliation, they held a conversation. “SO what are you going to do now? You only have little time left.” The father asked. Steve replied, “What I should’ve done a long time ago. I will spend a lot of time with you guys and I’m gonna help the needy.” He felt very uplifted when he said this.

He didn’t die in an exact 10 days, he was able to live one whole month, and that one month was the best month of his life. He felt very contented with his life. He died smiling.

Revived song

Through hard work,I managed to find an old lyrics from our 4th year high-school class, the subject was mathematics.

So here's the lyrics and just follow the tune of Tonight by FM Static. Enjoy :)

I remember sine, cosine and tangent
Integers, we had a million questions
All about our angles
And when we got to theorems, postulates, proving
I wish Sir Rosini's here...

Our guide.
I remember median, mode and mean and
That's not all
And we still need to listen
Answer exercises
Never thought that Math is fun
And now I love it so much.


Chorus:
Tonight I'm solving for the value of X
With calculator and pen
To help me find it out
And every night I study

Just to answer right
Know how to find the value, the value, the value

Tonight.


I remember combining like terms
And conic sections
And all those formulas that made
Me sleep late at night
I remember algebraic expressions
And the signs we had used
All the times we get scratch papers

And review for the quiz.


I remember the time our teacher told us
About equations
And how not to give up
Even if everyone else does
When it hurts my head sometimes
Oh mathematics....


(Chorus 2x)


There you have it, I hope that you enjoyed it!! This song was composed by my former classmate Ms. Joyce Ann Bughaw.